GIRL 26
CAPE MAY GIRL
She
was 49, three years older than I was. My sister’s age. It was a bit of
a strange feeling when she winked at me. She had a high powered job in
the city and a beach house in Cape May. Quite a haul every Friday night
and Monday morning, but she said it gave her peace.
On our first date I met her at the Snake Ranch, since she was in
mid-transit to her shore house. I gave her a glass of merlot and
chatted. She was pretty, although in a severe way. Her voice was much
deeper than mine, the vestige of a smoking habit, though I don’t think
I ever saw her light up. I asked if she were ready to go with me to the
restaurant, and she made a bitter joke about how she was a cheap date
and there was no need for me to go to the trouble and expense of
feeding her before fucking her. The poor woman, I thought. She was as
mangled from dating and romance as I was.
We
had a nice dinner, steak for me, a rabbit-food girl-salad for her. Back
at the Snake Ranch, she looked great naked, and I fucked her expertly,
if without inspiration. Something she said during sex haunted me – she
had never in her life experienced an orgasm.
Never? I asked. Never, she said. It ran through my mind that this might
be a line to get guys to try harder, but there was a vacancy in her
eyes. She was a little girl who’d shown up for a cocktail party and
wasn’t sure what the fuss was all about.
In the morning, she was gone before I woke up. A few months later, I
contacted her again to help me with a particularly stubborn dry spell.
We had sex at her beach house, which was lovely. In between sessions,
she looked at me with big brown eyes and said if I wanted to, I could
have anal sex from her.
I thanked her, but didn’t take her up on it. That’s how dispirited I was by the whole thing.
Imagine, a woman who’d never had an orgasm and figured she was a cheap date to be used and tossed away.
On the drive back from the shore, I tried to forget the incident. But
dating was cutting deeper and deeper. I suddenly understood why women
would say, "I’m taking a break from dating." Whenever I had heard that
expression applied to me, as in, "if you’re complaining so much, why
don’t you take a break from dating?" I’d answer, "because I have a sex
drive."
But I was tempted, sorely tempted, to let go for a while and see who floated into my life on her own.
That idea lasted one day. I couldn’t resist. I was back on Match and
surfing for The Girl, Cape May Girl a distant unpleasant memory.
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From Exorcist Girl, who is getting annoyed at me: "Strange that you
send women's pictures with almost every email. I do believe you may be
one of the most pompous men I have been in contact with. That's just an
observation. I usually steer clear of your type. The rich, pompous,
egocentric type of man. It's so unattractive. I've been around so many
elderly men with such rich character, colorful & alive. Yes, some
are extremely intelligent, accomplished & some are uneducated &
poor. See, I guess they have lost their looks. They have lost their sex
appeal. They have lost some of their money to ex-wives. Many have lost
their ability to walk. They are humbled. They have lost so much they
realize what is important.....character & the ability to put a
smile on someone's face. They tell me stories of their lives and create
a picture in my mind. I liked your stories also. Though too many about
women you have used is unappealing. Ok, so I ran off on a tangent.:)
Every woman has an ability to orgasm many many times. Not just me or
bat woman.lol It is not you who controls it. She controls it. You
understand that. I'm sure you do. That must drive you crazy. Not being
in control..."
Comment from tigersharktorp - 9/7/05 9:57 PM
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